LOVE DEPRIVED 

hey....lovers

Do you know how it feels to be tired, like really tired?

To the point where you cannot even keep your eyes open voluntarily

You fight to keep your head up but the gravity of sleep is fighting harder

And it feels like it is pulling your head 6 feet under, like a dead body buried underground

Well, take all of that but substitute the sleep for love.

Love deprived

Sounds like something…..you know…. Ordinary

But that feeling you endure is not…. Ordinary

It feels like you are that dead body 6 feet underground buried so deep no one can hear your sounds

And even if they did they do not even care, just hearing your noises and listening

That’s it, they just listen.

They don’t know that the noises you make isn’t for their amusement but for their attention

For their rescue

For them to come and retrieve you

The lack of love can be so heart breaking

Especially when it is the number one thing you long for

I mean, just picture yourself running from something that has been chasing you for miles and you cant even see

And all you want is for your eyes to give way so you can escape

But your eyes refuse to grant you that one thing and that one thing that is chasing you keeps getting closer

Being love deprived is just like that

Being love deprived is not even on purpose

People are just sightless

They don’t realize that they aren’t expressing what they should so you can feel….loved

They don’t see that they withdraw that emotional support and the love that is required

We cant blame them for not knowing

because at times we don’t even say it

We are so full of pride that we don’t even want to acknowledge the love that we don’t get and choose to stay love deprived even if it drains you of every last bit of happiness

“I need love” that’s they last thing that comes to ones mind

The first thing however is he/she doesn’t love me

But how do you know?

Did you ask?

Ask.